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I made him hit me! Strategies for Spousal/Partner Abuse
I made him hit me! Strategies for Spousal/Partner Abuse

Section 9
Track # 9 - 7 Methods of Personal Terrorisms

Question 9 | Answer Booklet | Table of Contents
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On the previous track, we discussed the six Building Blocks in the Pyramid of Self-Hate. The building blocks were: scapegoating, building a wall, unrealistic relationship expectations, selflessness, self-vindictive criticism, and second guessing.

This track will focus on the Personal Terrorisms inflicted upon many battered women.

As you know, a common pattern in batterers is to isolate their partners from activities and people. As a result, the battered woman begins to depend on the abuser to define her self-esteem. As you know, the more she turns to her controlling partner for support, the more her self-esteem is diminished. I have found that battered women are often victims of terrorism by the things that they fear the most.

Amanda, a 22-year-old graduate student, has been punched and slapped in the face by her boyfriend, Jason, for several months. When she came into my office she sobbed, "For the past few months, I have been living in a personal hell. But I always give into Jason's begging and apologies after he explodes and don't leave." Amanda was so terrorized by Jason that she would wake up two or three times in the night fearing that he was standing over her with his fist clenched and arm cocked ready to hit her.

Amanda often described her stomach as being so tightly tied into knots that she would often throw up after eating. I validated Amanda's situation by stating, "I admire your strength for dealing with all you're dealing with." To further validate Amanda, I felt it would be beneficial to provide her with some labeling terminology. Thus, unconscious reactions become conscious and can be dealt with. I told her it sounds like she was involved in sort of a "Personal Terrorism."

7 Ways Battered Women Inflict Personal Terrorism on Themselves
I told Amanda I have found there are seven ways battered women inflict Personal Terrorism on themselves. As you listen to these seven methods of Personal Terrorism, reflect on your battered client and the ways in which these methods have materialized for her:

Share on Facebook 1. Loss of Femininity.
I find that battered women often personally terrorize themselves fearing that they have lost their femininity. This fear of loss of femininity appeared soon after Jason's beatings began. As Amanda's personal terrorism grew, she began to constantly worry about her makeup, hairstyles, and clothing. She thought that if she looked just right for Jason, things would go back to normal and the beatings would stop. This is just one way that Amanda took the blame off of Jason for the beatings and put it on herself. Not only was Amanda being beaten physically, Amanda terrorized herself psychologically. She couldn't look at herself in the mirror without feeling inept and worthless.

Share on Facebook 2. Hypochondria.
Have you found, like I, that many battered women personally terrorize themselves by complaining of illnesses that have no physical basis? When Amanda first came to see me, she was convinced that she had the flu. After several medical examinations, it was concluded that she was in perfect health. Amanda also complained of hearing loss after Jason gave her a crashing blow to her left temple. However, after a hearing exam, no loss of hearing was detected.

Amanda was using medical problems to explain her feelings of despondency and depression. This caused Amanda to not only worry about the next beating from Jason, but to fret over every medical symptom she might have. Thus, her terror over her medical symptoms caused yet another fear in her life.

Share on Facebook 3. Nightmares.
As you know, many battered women have nightmares that play out their fears about the horrible beatings they endure. Amanda had continuous nightmares about Jason burying her alive. She would wake up in a panic as dirt was being poured over her face and Jason's image began to recede. This caused Amanda to not only be beaten and humiliated during the day, but to be personally terrorized during the night.

Share on Facebook 4. Disturbing Thoughts and Ghoulish Fantasies.
I have found, as I'm sure you have, that many battered women replay and elaborate in their minds, the horrific beatings that they endure. Amanda had images of Jason walking into the house, slamming her head on the counter, and pulling her outside by her hair to humiliate her in front of the whole neighborhood for not being good enough for him. While these fantasized episodes had never really happened, many similar to them had. Amanda's ghoulish fantasy was a very real possibility, and caused her to personally terrorize herself on a daily/hourly basis.

Share on Facebook 5. Insomnia.
As you know, many battered women suffer from insomnia. Amanda, as mentioned earlier, would frequently wake up in a panic, imagining Jason standing over her with his fist cocked ready to strike. This lack of sleep caused Amanda tremendous stress. Amanda's stress coupled with lack of sleep often caused her to slack off on daily tasks. As a result, she would have to suffer Jason's severe consequences.

Share on Facebook 6. Perfectionism.
As you know, battered women like Amanda may also place unreasonable expectations on themselves. These expectations may even approach perfectionism. Amanda would sometimes vacuum 2 or 3 times a day. The house was always spotless in order to avoid Jason's attacks. As mentioned before, Amanda's perfectionism didn't stop with the house; her appearance was under continuous scrutiny. She wouldn't leave the house unless her makeup, clothing, and hair were just right.

Share on Facebook 7. Memories.
As you know, some memories are filled with moments of guilt and anguish for an abused woman. They can even be over incredibly insignificant matters. I find that battered women often accept the accumulation of these harmful memories as a normal part of themselves. Amanda has built up a storehouse of many memories from the months of abuse she has received from Jason. These memories would haunt her in dreams, thoughts, and during everyday activities. Amanda felt hopeless to control her own life; she could not escape the past and would anticipate future beatings that were sure to come. In my sessions with Amanda, I helped her to see that the memories she allows to haunt her may be sparked by inner feelings that something is missing in her life.

Share on Facebook "What's Missing?" Exercise
- 4 Questions
In treating Amanda, I felt it was important to help her address the real issue which was the abuse from Jason. To help Amanda address these seven Personal Terrorisms, she did a reassessment of her life by completing a "What's Missing?" Exercise. Think of an Amanda you might be treating and how this exercise might help her to resolve some of her own Personal Terrorisms.

Amanda completed the following four What's Missing questions:

1) The thing I am really missing in love is…..
2) The thing I am really missing in work is…
3) The thing I am really missing with my family is…
4) One thing that would really make a difference in my life is….

A discussion of these questions helped Amanda to identify and separate from the personal terrorism she was experiencing by deciding what was worth saving in her relationship with Jason and what she needed to let go.

Do you have a current client who would benefit by receiving information about the seven Personal Terrorisms of Loss of Femininity, Hypochondria, Nightmares, Disturbing Thoughts and Ghoulish Fantasies, Insomnia, Perfectionism, and Memories?

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QUESTION 9
What are seven Personal Terrorisms experienced by battered women?
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